The most difficult decisions are those which get you out of your comfort zone. I know that every active human entity must do this frequently, to keep themselves on their toes, but it is something I realized recently to be the most difficult decision to make. I was young, when I was comfortable with my watch on the left hand. I decided to change it, started wearing it on my right hand and eventually got very comfortable with it. For various reasons, later I just got averse to wearing a watch and I do not remember when I wore it last. I should get back to my watch wearing days, just to get out of my confort zone, again.
But these were easy decisions. I am settled in my job, in a company which people dream of getting into, liking it, working with great collegues, nice boss and what not and I decide to move on. My parents are soon going to have a life, where they will retire at home, enjoy the relaxation and can go places, where it would be all the more nice if I could take them around and I decide to move on. My house is renovated, I will be in a european styled closet regularly after 24 long years, transitioning from mosaic to athangudi, my bathroom will have high flow showers, I will have a beautiful high terrace where I can laugh
to glory with friends and I decide to move on.
I have decided to move on, to go back to school. I have increased my chances by faring well in my entrance exams although I was only partially motivated. I know I will get to a place where education is reasonably enjoyable and have fun there as well. I am only waiting for the day, where I make the decision whole heartedly and say this is what I want and go for it. I am happy to be uncomfortable again !
